Monday, February 5, 2007
looks lyk im left unwanted again..mayb im jus nt in their clique..saw cheryl's blog..they went eat sushi together..darren jon jas...mayb cos vic know i work or wht bah but i noe its nt that..still my idiot character cant get in..forget it den..i alrdy tried..im giving up.vic tts all i can do.after all u don nid me in ur life.tt gor name oso for hell fun..dowan den dowan los..mayb cos i jus left god..so called left...i jus donno myself..everyone jus seems so distance away frm me this moment..honestly speaking..i don think i hav a gd or rather best friend who i can confide in go out n stuff..jus wht e hell fuck up w my character since k1 k2?when i was so insensible!blame who?parents?hey i din want to b born in this world ok!i din even want to exist n noe there is such a thing call god jesus!if i don exist nth happens!y does jesus wants to exist?y cant dere be nth?!jus let those dinosaurs live la!for wht human exists?den to see e world depleting n humans getting destroy as tym pass?why e fuck all this stupid stuf exist?im jus so lonely.n y?my character?hw come i develop such a character while others don wht kind of plan he his in my life?fuck up man!don create anything n nth happens!
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